愛。情。

暑假,本應是一個令人沉醉於夏日戀愛的季節。
但可惜,周邊的感情煩惱卻接踵而來。
背後有不同的愛情故事,由熱戀到感情轉淡,或者第三者出現,
這沒有對錯。

結束,開始
開始,結束
人生就是這樣來來往往,源源不絕,永無休止。
學會了放手,自然就學會復原。
給自己一點時間,一點空間
想一想,想一下獨立的生活。

在戀愛世界當中,沒有誰對誰錯,
只有適合,不適合。

The following is a complete machine translation by Google Translate and may or may not completely represent the wording and expressions used in the above writing. However, I did it for those who cannot read Chinese characters. I’m not going to bother translating the above text myself only because every person will have a different “take” on what things mean. Think of it as a poem – to some, it means this… and to another, it means that.

Summer, this should be a matter of indulgence in the summer season of love.
Unfortunately, they come one after another around the feelings of annoyance.
Behind a different love story, the love that has waned, or a third party appeared
This is not right or wrong.

The end of the beginning
Start, end
Life is such coming and going, endless, endless.
Learned to let go, learn to recover naturally.
Give yourself time, little space
Think, think about an independent life.

Love the world in which there is no right or wrong
Only suitable and unsuitable.

This was written by my girl-friend Wing last night…. very cute, yet horribly depressing… I suppose this summer, both our lives are empty. She’s actually a very young girl and to compose something as touching and as mature as this makes me smile bittersweet. Apparently age has very little to do with maturity these days… Experiences really do count for something.

I know the period content has been lacking lately and I’m trying to get my head on straight is all. This blog was actually inspired by bebe after a few months of meeting her. The main reason I created this blog (other than the fact of sharing my menstrual-interest) was because I could see hesitation and reluctance in her accepting my interest and love of menstruation. I started this blog, because I wanted to open her eyes to my interest and as a way of letting her know that just because I have learned to appreciate menstruation, that I am just as normal as a regular guy. Loving menstruation doesn’t change the person who I am – if anything, only to better myself with the intention that this knowledge is because I love the female body so much.

My inspirations are wavering right now since she was the heart and soul of this blog. I will most certainly continue it as I have seen many positive feedback from regular readers and dropper-byers alike. Just for now, I think I need time to recover from my mental and psychological distress. I know myself well enough to say that I know when I need my own  “time out” because I can get really snitchy with people when I’m not happy. Better that I have my time alone and to release all my pent up energy before I return “back to the world.”

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About Prexus Swyftwynd

Probably not a good idea for you to know anything about me....

Posted on July 16, 2010, in Personal, Thumbs Up Reads and tagged , , , , , , , , , , , . Bookmark the permalink. 6 Comments.

  1. 在戀愛世界當中,沒有誰對誰錯,
    只有適合,不適合。(LIKE)

    lolz…. hehe….
    I tot your chinese so pro tim… XD

    • LOL, totally not… I can not read or write Chinese very well. I can speak Canto fluently and understand a bit of Mandarin and that’s about it. I can COMPOSE by mouth and have someone type it out or whatever and I could come up with something like this. I’m very good with writing “emotional” and “love” things… because I can draw out a lot of feelings from within me to come up with very touching things.

      And I dislike the last statement. I do not believe it’s just all about suitability, it is also about 培養感情 and 感動對方.

  2. Ya la… you are right thou…. Anyways, just a statement and the last sentence of the ‘poem’… Dun take it so serious… ^^

  3. Age juz means “more time” to become mature… does not necessarily mean so… There r so many ppl I met b4 who should be more mature than they really are and some who should be still ‘young n’ carefree’ already sounding like mature adults. Unfortunately, girls who are not-yet mature r hard to deal with… in fact, GUYS who haven’t matured r even worse >.> like taking care of a little kid… U were always mature n’ yur even more mature now – u sound like yur at midlife crisis or smthg… kekekke.

    • Ya that’s true… one of the girls I know, she’s 3 years younger than me and after “moving out” to go to university my friends and I thought that she’d grow up a bit. I saw her again just a month ago and my god, she’s just as ditzy, clueless and immature as before. You would think that living on your own and being independent during your school-life would wrack up a bit of maturity and stability… apparently not. We always kid and wonder if she’s been “taken advantage of” and wouldn’t know… and one of the GIRLS cracked a joke and said, “She probably wouldn’t even KNOW if she got taken advantage of… the guy probably put it in and she didn’t know any better.” – lol, it’s so sad because the reality is she is so naive and clueless that could seriously be true.

      Maybe I am going through mid-life crisis… haha. I think dealing with immature girls are worse than immature guys… however, I guess I wouldn’t know since I have not dated a guy before 😛 younger.. or older, LOL. Maybe I should go for older girls now who have their head-on-straight. I’m just worried with older girls, all they’re concentrated on is popping babies out rather than actually “loving me” 😆

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